I am someone who is extrodinarily sensitive to this topic, so just thinking about this could may break me down to tears. Today, we cant forget, is Holocaust memorial day.
I cant really speak about it. Its emotionally draining to even expose myself to these thoughts and images. I feel stifled by what can only be expressed as an all- consuming sadness that truly causes me to cry. I feel there is nothing i can ever say or ever do that could mean something, that could mean anything in the face of such a void. I can only mourn, with painful authencity but without productivity.
You can find more information about this memorial day here.
I was correct, i couldnt even make it to the end of this post without falling apart.
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